Epiphany: I am calmed by writing.
Duh.
After several days of major mood swings, shifts, plummets and lifts, I remembered. Writing fixes me.
Duh.
My excuses have been these:
I have nothing to say.
I am tired, can't you see how much I do between work and school?
Nobody reads this anyway.
Writing is my therapy, my anxiety pill, and source of sanity. I've known that since I was ten and got my first diary.write it out and forget.write it out and live.
Duh.
Let's hope I don't forget again. If not for my sake, than for Matt's sanity. ;)
Wishing everyone a contented New Year,
Manda