Friday, October 15, 2010

Confessional

I have this trouble with staying on task. I get so easily side-tracked by day-to-day being. Trivial things like feature stories and dishes take over my mind. There's no room for anything else.
But than important things, like Matt, take over. Dishes and stories are pushed out to make room for dates and love and looking pretty. And still...there's no room for anything.


I have known what needed to be done. I have known how much easier it is to stay in tune with God simply by staying in His word..And still, I never made room.


I'm not stupid. I know this isn't Christian living, I know that the door to Heaven is narrow. I know I put school and Matt before God.
I know I've stayed quiet or stopped writing, because anytime I talked about my relationship with Jesus, it sounded so incredibly cheesy. And as a creative, English girl...I have this need to stay away from cheese and clich├ęs. I know all this.

And it's taken a community group ,that has become my family in every way, to finally put me back on task.

1 comment:

Alexis said...

I stumbled across your blog today while googling mine:
http://wordsarewildflowers.wordpress.com/

We'd probably be friends if we knew each other in real life. I studied English too. Great writing.